Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Hearts Made Whole by Jody Hedlund, © 2015

Beacons of Hope Series, Book Two

Hearts Made Whole"As you get ready to head out on your vacation or to a weekend getaway, I hope that one of the books you'll pack to read is my newest release, Hearts Made Wholethe second book in my new lighthouse series, Beacons of Hope. If you didn't read the first book, Love Unexpected, don't worry! While the books have some overlapping characters and themes, they can definitely stand alone."
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   As with the first book in the series, Hearts Made Whole is set at a real Michigan lighthouse, Windmill Point Lighthouse. Windmill Point Lighthouse once existed on Lake St. Clair on the rural outskirts of Detroit. It was a strategic beacon that helped ships cross from Lake Huron over into Lake Erie as those ships transported raw goods from the Northwest states to eastern cities and seaports.
JuneNLWindmill 2   The lighthouse is named after the old ruins of a windmill where early frontiersmen brought their grain for grinding. Today, all traces of the original windmill and lighthouse are long gone. If you visit Grosse Pointe in the Detroit area, all that remains is a small conical structure with a white flashing light.
   --author Jody Hedlund 

My Review:
The Great Lakes lighthouses of Michigan are the settings for Jody Hedlund's Beacons of Hope Series. In book 2, Hearts Made Whole, it is 1865 and Caroline Taylor is acting lighthouse keeper after the drowning of her father ~ that is, until the lighthouse inspector, who needs a "y" added to his last name, determines it is now time to get rid of her and her younger siblings. Mr. Finick has come to tell her to vacate as he has replaced her with a man who served two years earlier at Gettysburg during the American Civil War. Upon the new hiree's arrival, Caroline is in for quite a shock and wallops him ~ until they both realize the misunderstanding. He has arrived early before her tenure is up. Ryan Chambers moves into the boathouse as a refuge and an isolation.
   He released the breath he hadn't realized he was holding and finished ascending. He didn't know much about lighthouses, but he knew enough to understand that the light at the center of the room was a small sixth-order lens, the smallest light designed for lighthouses. He'd expected a larger lens for a station located in such a strategic position, one that handled the heavy commerce of boats traveling around the horseshoe of Michigan from Chicago to Detroit and on to Buffalo.
   --Hearts Made Whole, 76
Fortunately, Ryan allows them to stay as he is in need of training. I liked the descriptions of the lighthouse keeper's work. Caroline's younger twin brothers, Harry and Hugh, need rescuing more than once. Their sister, Sarah, is bedridden. She is entertained by sister Tessa, who is quite a rascal, herself. You can't help but become endeared to this family and the help they are to Ryan as he overcomes obstacles from war remaining to hold him down. Caroline's friend, Esther Deluth, pops in to be a rescuer to Caroline's cause. The nearest neighbor is recluse Monsieur Poupard. Mysterious happenings cause Caroline to become watchful for her family.

I liked this story and the uncertainty of what was going to happen, as it drew the family together. Be ready for a few surprises you may not see coming.

Jody HedlundJody Hedlund is the bestselling author of nine novels, including “Captured By Love,” “Rebellious Heart,” and “A Noble Groom,” winner of the 2014 Carol Award and INSPYs Award. She received a bachelor’s from Taylor University and a master’s from the University of Wisconsin, both in social work. Currently she makes her home in Midland, Michigan, with her husband and five busy children.
   Find out more about Jody at her website.

***Thank you to Bethany House Publishers for sending me a review copy of Jody Hedlund's second book in the Beacons of Hope Series, Hearts Made Whole. This review was written in my own words. No other compensation was received.***


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Beacons of Hope Series #1




Old Fashioned Novelization / Rene Gutteridge; and Devotional ~ Old Fashioned Way / Ginger Kolbaba, © 2014

Old Fashioned is a work of fiction. Where real people, events, establishments, organizations, or locales appear, they are used fictitiously. All other elements of the novel are drawn from the authors’ imagination.
Old Fashioned Novelization by Rene Gutteridge; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder.
Turning his back on his reckless lifestyle, former frat boy Clay Walsh has settled down to run an antique shop in a small Midwestern college town . . . and to pursue lofty and outdated theories on love and romance. But when Amber Hewson, a free-spirited woman with a restless soul, rents the apartment above his shop, Clay can't help being attracted to her spontaneous and passionate embrace of life. Amber also finds herself surprisingly drawn to Clay, but his ideas about relationships are unusual to say the least, and they bring to light her own deep wounds and fears about love.
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My Review ~ Old Fashioned Novelization:
Heartwarming. I watched the film first and reading the script novelization leaves a tilt of the head and a visual of each step on the stairs so vivid. Very enjoyable. Thinking how often Rene must have watched the movie to get each nuance beyond reading the script. Excellent.
[Note from author Rene Gutteridge: 3 hours ago thanks for the review!! And fun fact: I never saw the movie until after the book was totally done! I just used the script!]

I liked the theme of the movie and the many quotes so worthwhile.
"I know how weird it sounds . . . but a lot of the boundaries that used to be common, that we've thrown away, were there to protect us. We don't have to go around using each other, hurting each other. It doesn't have to be that way."
   --Clay, Old Fashioned, 58
You will enjoy getting to know the main characters, Amber Hewson and Clay Walsh. By what they learn from each other, others around them from Clay's college days surface with a dichotomy that is overridden by truth.

I am wooed by Clay's antique shop. To find the past and present together, restoring what was to what is. A memory to be enjoyed once again. Lives being renewed to what they can be. A rocking chair keepsake restored to its beauty for a man who says:
   "Possessions don't mean much outside of who they belong to and what they meant to that person. This here rocking chair always stood in our family as a representation of what we were capable of overcoming."
   --Ibid., 65
So many interesting people along the way. Especially Clay's Aunt Zella. People so purposeful in our life. A reaffirming, a redirecting by one who loves us so. Honoring God is always win-win. Come along as Clay and Amber find a better way to express their hearts with trust building transparent and alive.

Enjoy an excerpt of Old Fashioned Novelization by Rene Gutteridge; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder ~ Chapter 1

CHAPTER 1

HIS DAY STARTED OUT quiet and ordinary, the way he liked and assured himself of. The morning light of early autumn rose in the east and filtered through the old, cracked windows of the antique shop, carrying with it smells of dust and wood shavings and varnish.
   Every morning for nine years, before the sun fully slipped from its covers, Clay had unlocked the old shop. The store was tidy and presentable, like a perfectly tailored suit, showcasing the uniqueness of all the antiques. Everything, as it always did, had its place.
   This morning he stood in the midst of them, carefully surveying the room and inventorying what he might need to acquire this week. Some items he found at estate sales. Others, the more unique pieces, George brought his way. Most needed, at the very least, a good buffing; typically they needed much more. They came to him as trash. But with hard work—tried-and-true elbow grease—there was rarely anything that couldn’t be restored. There was no magic in it, but sometimes when he was finished, it felt otherworldly. A piece would arrive at his doorstep hopeless and pathetic and leave him one day treasured and beautiful.
   Wax did wonders. So did sandpaper. And paint.
   But the truth was, not everything could be fixed.
   It was this early part of the morning that he loved so much, before the busyness of the day began. At the back part of the shop, through the swinging doors, was his little slice of heaven, where the smell of sawdust stirred in him a delight he’d never been able to fully explain to another soul.
   Clay set his keys and coffee mug aside, keeping the front lights off because Mrs. Hartnett had a bad habit of dropping by before the crack of dawn if she saw a light on. He knelt beside the small rocker he’d been working on the last several days. An elderly man had dropped it off, hardly saying a word, paying for it in advance even though Clay insisted he didn’t need to do that.
   “What’s your story?” he murmured, his fingers gliding over the now-smooth wood. The chair was a hard-bitten thing when it came in, chipped and cracked and neglected, smelling vaguely of smoke. Whenever he worked on an old piece of furniture—or anything else, for that matter—he found his mind wandering to possibilities of where it once came from and how it had gotten to where it was now. Most pieces had spent dark days in attics and basements and back rooms that never heard footsteps. Somewhere in their lives, they’d served a good purpose. The lucky ones stayed in the house but sat invisibly in a corner or by a couch, an annoying place to have to dust, a thorn in the side of someone who wished it could be thrown away, except for the guilt attached because it belonged to a great-grandmother who’d spent her very last pennies to acquire it, or some such story.
   Yesterday he’d cut and whittled the rocker’s new back pieces and today he would stain them. Clay grabbed the sandpaper and walked to the table saw where the slats waited, lined up like soldiers. As he ran the sandpaper across the wood, he could practically hear the creak of the rocker and the laughter of delighted children in another century.
   He sighed, rolled up his sleeves, and sanded more quickly. Sometimes he thought he’d been born in the wrong century. There was hardly a kid today who would care about sitting in a rocker on the edge of a porch and watching a spring storm blow in. The world that he once thrived in had become a noisy, clangoring, messy place. But here, in the shop, with sawdust spilling through shafts of dusty light, he found his peace.
   The sandpaper soon needed replacing, so he went to the corner of the room where he kept his supplies and reached for a new package. Then he snapped his wrist back at the sudden and sharp pain in his hand. It hurt like a snake had bitten him. Blood dripped steadily from the top of his hand and he cupped his other hand beneath, trying to catch the droplets.
   Clay searched the corner, trying to figure out what had snagged him.
   There, on the old wooden gate he’d found in an abandoned field: barbed wire. The back side of the gate was wrapped in it when he’d found it, and he hadn’t had time to cut it off yet. He looked at the wound as he walked to the sink. It was bleeding so fast that it was actually seeping through his fingers, dripping on the floor.
   What a mess.
   He ran it under the water. It was more of a puncture wound but mightier than it looked. The blood poured, mixing with the water. And it didn’t want to stop, even for the phone.
   The shrill ring cut through the still air, coming from the rotary phone he had mounted on the wall next to the sink. Keeping his wounded hand under running water, he answered it.
   “Old Fashioned Antiques.”
   “It’s me.”
   “Lisa. Hi. I’m kind of—”
   “I know, I know. Busy. As you always are. Why don’t you answer your cell? Do you even carry it with you? Don’t you text? People need to get ahold of you sometimes, you know. What if it’s an emergency? What about that kind aunt of yours?”
   “She finds me through the postal service.”
   “Anyway, I need to drop off the stuff for the thing.”
   “Okay.”
   “Are you going to be there this morning? Silly question. Where else would you be?”
   “The hospital.”
   “What?”
   “I might be. You never know. Maybe I got tangled in some vicious barbed wire. I might be bleeding out even as we speak, and here you are completely oblivious.”
   Lisa sighed. She never got his humor. “I’m being serious. Can I bring it by?”
   In the background, Clay could hear Lisa’s daughter, Cosie, screaming at the top of her lungs. “She okay?”
   “She’s throwing a fit.”
   “So she’s in time-out?”
   “You know we don’t believe in punishment.”
   “I know. I just keep thinking you’ll change your mind about that.”
   “So I’m coming by later, okay? And remember, this is a total surprise. Not a single word to David about it.”
   “I’ll make you a deal: I won’t tell David if I don’t have to come to the party.”
   “Clay, he would be crushed.”
   “You know I’m just there to boost your numbers, fill in the empty space.”
   “True. But you’re still coming. And not a word. I’ll see you later.”
   She hung up and Clay raised his hand toward the light. It had finally stopped bleeding. He put a Band-Aid on and started mopping up the blood droplets all over the floor.
   It was a lesson every person learned one time or another in their lives—never cross paths with barbed wire.
~*~
“Look at that, would you? Look at it!” Amber let go of the steering wheel with both hands and put her knee underneath to keep it steady. She gestured, glancing at Mr. Joe. “Nobody gets this. I realize that. I do. But see how the road winds, and then off it goes, through the trees? You don’t really know what’s around the bend, see?”
   Amber put her hands back on the steering wheel, then gave Mr. Joe a quick scratch behind the ears. She’d temporarily let him out of his carrier, though he tended to get carsick if left out too long. “You’re unimpressed, as usual. But there’s something beautiful about roads. They’re so full of possibilities. . . . Of course, you can always die in a horrific crash, too. But mostly, it’s just about going somewhere. Anywhere. It’s about what’s around that bend, Mr. Joe. What’s there?”
   Amber’s Jeep whizzed around the curve, clearing the trees as the road straightened. Her windows were down, the wind tearing through her hair so fiercely that it was going to take a good hour to comb it out, but she didn’t care. She turned the music up. “Lovely Day” was on the radio, and she nudged her cat like he might sing along with her.
   Then she saw it. “Whoa.” She slowed and craned her neck out the window for a better view. “Mr. Joe, look at that!” Large stone buildings seemed to rise right out of the earth, sprawled across several acres. White concrete sidewalks disappeared into rolling hills and hazy light illuminated the branches of all the trees, like a scene out of some kind of fairy tale. The entrance read Bolivar University, but it looked like medieval England.
   She leaned toward Mr. Joe and gave him a wink. “Apparently we’ve stumbled across Camelot. I told you I knew what I was doing when we hung a left back there.”
   Mr. Joe meowed in agreement.
   As she drove on, Amber squeezed the fingers on her right hand. Her wrist was starting to throb, probably due to the cast more than the injury. It should’ve healed up fine by now. On the top of the cast was Misty’s name, scrawled in red with little hearts.
   She focused her attention back on the road. She couldn’t spend emotional energy missing those friends left behind. But as she passed Camelot, she had to admit, it was always hard not to glance in the rearview mirror.
   Still, she had to be resolved to press forward, find whatever was around the bend. She kissed Misty’s name and left it at that.
   This was beautiful country, and having spent much of her life on the road, she knew it when she saw it. Amber gazed at the trees. Some of the leaves were starting to turn that fiery-red color she loved so much. Soon, a cool wind would sift through them, lifting them into the air and then cradling them to the ground.
   Ahead, a sign said, “Welcome to Tuscarawas County.” How did you even pronounce that?
   The speed limit indicated she should be going much slower, so she let off the gas. The last thing she needed was a ticket, and small college towns were notorious for planting police officers everywhere. It was probably how they made half their annual budget. Past the university by only a mile was the beginning of the town attached to it. It looked like something out of a Norman Rockwell painting. She was probably somewhere near Amish country too. She’d have to look at her map at some point, but her best guess was she was in eastern Ohio.
   “Charming little place . . . like old-Coca-Cola-sign charming.”
   The car lurched and lurched again, throwing Mr. Joe off-balance. His ears flattened. Then the engine sputtered and gurgled. Amber smiled but kept driving.
   She made it through the town square, going less than twenty-five miles an hour, in ten minutes. A small gas station ahead had a flat, yellow carport extending over only two gas pumps. It looked like it had been built sometime in the 1950s and seemed to be the last stop before the road stretched ahead and turned out of sight.
   She deliberately drove on by, her gas light glowing yellow.
   Then the engine died. With the momentum she had left, she pulled to the side of the road and let go of the steering wheel. The gas station was a five-minute walk behind her, no more.
   Mr. Joe was purring again, wrapping his body around the empty glass jar he shared the seat with. Amber took the keys out of the ignition and relaxed into her seat just a bit. The temperature was so perfect. It reminded her of Monterey in April. The sky, bright and blue, was totally cloudless.
   “What do you think, Mr. Joe? Home?”
   The cat blinked slowly like he was fighting a nap. Amber got out and looked around. The trees were still lush and dense, so she couldn’t see far.
   At the back of her Jeep, she opened the hatch, careful not to let everything spill onto the ground. Boxes of clothes, gently packed dishes, bins full of photographs. And on top of it all sat a huge bulletin board, the colorful pushpins she’d bought somewhere in Michigan still stuck into the cork. It amazed her that her whole life could fit into the trunk of a car. She grabbed her purse from under her travel bag, found her red plastic gas can, and closed the hatch.
   Through the open passenger window, she picked up Mr. Joe and put him in his carrier. “All right. You know what to do. Don’t be afraid to bare your fangs if you need to. Try not to look so sweet, okay? That’s not going to keep anyone away.”
   As she walked toward the gas station, Amber tried to take it all in. She didn’t see any stoplights. She liked towns that were more partial to stop signs. The buildings had character but also had an air of vacancy to them. Over the tree line, puffs of factory smoke rose like ascending, transparent jellyfish. Toward the east and across a small field was an area that looked a little more developed, with some houses and restaurants, as best she could tell.
   At the gas station’s convenience store, a bell announced her arrival. It smelled like coffee and motor oil with vague hints of diesel. The man behind the counter wore a stained blue mechanic’s jumpsuit with a patch that read Larry. He smiled pleasantly, setting down his newspaper. “What can I do you for, young lady?”
   Amber put a five-dollar bill on the table. “Just need some gas.”
   “Five dollars ain’t gonna get you very far,” he said. “There ain’t another town—gas station either, for that matter—for sixty-seven miles.”
   “I’m staying here for the moment.”
   Larry grinned. “Is that so? Well, welcome. We got a great catfish place—serves it up all you can eat—just around the corner there.”
   “Sounds fantastic. I’m looking to rent a small apartment.”
   Larry pointed to a stack of newspapers by the door. “That’s our little publication round here. It’s got a section for renters.”
   “Thank you.” Amber grabbed the paper and walked outside to fill her gas can.
   When she returned to her car, Mr. Joe’s face was pressed up against the wires of his cage, his unblinking eyes staring her down for leaving him behind. She popped the gas tank open and stuck the gas can’s nozzle in. Then she spread the newspaper across the hood of her car.
   She had two criteria—cheap and furnished. “All right, boy. We’re gonna go see if we’ve got a place to sleep tonight.”

~*~
“There you go—good as new,” Clay said, rocking the chair back and forth. “Well, maybe not as good, but look, you’ve been through a lot. I’ve given you a pretty good face-lift. Let’s face it: you’re never going to be twenty again. But ninety is the new forty.”
   Clay stepped back. The varnish would need twenty-four hours to dry, but it looked really nice. He checked his watch. Ten minutes until time to open. He sighed, sipped his coffee, and drew stick figures in the sawdust with a scrap piece of wood.
   Sometimes he attributed it to caffeine jitters, but other times he knew it was nothing of the sort. There was a restlessness scratching him from the inside. Not even a quiet workday in the back of the shop cured it. He worked hard to be content, happy even, where he was in this world, making a simple living and being a simple man. It was, however, the slightest tickle of discontentment that edged him into unwanted thoughts about the state of his life.
   The quiet of the shop that usually tamped the needling hum of his thoughts was suddenly undone by . . . blaring music? That was nothing new in this town but unusual near the town square. The college kids were more likely to go down the strip, where the bars and restaurants were. At night. Clay checked his watch again. It wasn’t even 9 a.m. Who would be blaring their music at this hour?
   The bass rattled the more delicate items sitting around the shop. The little figurines that usually stood perfectly still, frozen in their poses, looked to be dancing ever so slightly.
   Then, as if it had been blown away by a breeze, the music stopped.
   Clay lifted the rocker, carefully placing his hand underneath it to avoid the new varnish. He wanted to put a few screws in the bottom to make sure it was secure, but he could do that at the front of the store, where he needed to be during store hours.
   He was headed for the front counter when he saw her. She didn’t notice him at first. She was browsing, her fingers delicately brushing over a lamp, a frame, and then a pile of old books. Her attention moved to the hand-crank phonograph that he’d estimated to be over ninety years old. She stood for a moment looking at its detail, and he stood for a moment noticing hers—curly brown hair, a little wild, like she’d just blown in with a tumbleweed. Bright, playful eyes. Beside the phonograph, in a square, woven basket, he kept two dozen 45 rpm EPs, sometimes more if he hit a good garage sale. Her fingers walked the tops of them, flipping them one by one, before she slipped one out of its black cover and gently guided it onto the turntable, then gave it a crank or two. It came to life, warbling and slow at first, but then a light and pretty piano solo began to play. Dave Brubeck, easy to spot for his unusual time signatures.
   Without warning, she turned toward him. For a reason he couldn’t explain, Clay raised the rocking chair up a bit.
   The woman smiled. “You look like you’re in prison.”
   He blinked. Then realized he was looking at her through the slats in the back of the rocker. He quickly lowered it. Why was she staring at him? Her big brown eyes searched him like he was some interesting antique. He felt like an antique, so it was fitting.
   “I like your little store,” she said. “Old Fashioned. Cute.”
   She gave him one more long, concentrated look as though something entertaining might happen, then continued to explore the shop.
   “Can I help you with anything?”
   And then he heard the scream. So familiar, yet it always made him cringe and clench his teeth. Two seconds later, the door flew open and the pint-size tornado blew in, her arms whirling, her face wild with excitement.
   A second after that, Lisa came charging after her, carrying something plastic under her arm and a great deal of exhilaration on her face.
   The screaming stopped as Cosie leeched herself onto Clay’s leg. She looked up at him and grinned, scrunching up her nose. “Hi.”
   He patted her head. “Hi, Cosie.”
   “You gotta see this!” Lisa said.
   Clay sighed. That sentence was almost always followed by something that he not only didn’t have to see but usually didn’t want to see either.
   Lisa set the plastic thing down in the center of the shop.
   It was a training toilet. Pink and white. Shaped like a castle. Some princess character on the side looked inflamed with an enthusiasm that was apparently supposed to encourage peeing on ancient structures.
   Clay knew from experience that once Lisa set her mind to something, there was no use fighting it. He gave the woman standing in the store a sheepish grin and an apologetic shrug. Weirdly, she seemed unaffected and totally interested in what was about to happen. Maybe Clay was missing the extraordinary part of this moment.
   Surely not.
   Lisa had now squatted on the floor and was beckoning Cosie over with gestures big enough to get an elephant’s attention. Her voice rose three octaves, a technique supposed to induce compliant behavior in a two-year-old.
   “Come on, Cosie. Go tee-tee.” She tapped the potty with her other hand.
   But as usual, Cosie stared at her, completely disinterested in the event.
   “Do it for Mommy. Go tee-tee. Go tee-tee.”
   Clay glanced down at Cosie. She wasn’t budging. For some odd reason, it made him smile inside. He kind of liked that she balked at the unusual way her parents were raising her and instead preferred the status quo of peeing in private.
   Lisa’s voice was rising by the second. Her eyes were growing large. Real large. Large enough that if there weren’t a potty and an antique shop involved, one might think she was about to be killed in some horrific manner.
   “Cosie! Go tee-tee!”
   Apparently Cosie was also going deaf.
   Then movement. Cosie took one step, setting off the strobe lights in her tennis shoes. If Clay watched them too long, he got a headache.
   Another step. Clay swore he saw tears in Lisa’s eyes. Lisa clapped precisely twice and nodded. Another step. Then another. Cosie stood over the potty now, gazing into the plastic hole. A smile slight enough to be mistaken for a gas bubble caused Lisa to beam like a searchlight.
   Then Cosie lifted her leg, and for a second Clay thought she might be going the way of the dog. But instead she kicked the potty. And kicked again. The castle tumbled across the wood floor. Now the small smile had broken into a full-fledged grin. And Lisa’s had dropped off her face.
   She rose and gasped. “Cosie! No!”
   Clay couldn’t resist. He walked over to Lisa and put his arm around her. “I am so proud.”
   She shrugged his hand off, clearly wrecked. Her whole life’s worth at this moment hinged on whether her kid could use a castle potty in public. Clay wasn’t about to say it, but the fact that the kid had enough sense not to go in the middle of an antique shop made him think Cosie was going to do just fine in life.
   Cosie finally noticed the woman who’d come in, recognizing her as unfamiliar. She gave the potty one more nudge with the side of her shoe, clasped her hands behind her back, and grinned at the lady.
   Lisa grabbed the toilet with a huff, acknowledging for the first time that there was someone other than Clay in the shop. “Who are you?” she asked.
   “I live in the apartment upstairs.”
   Clay’s mouth dropped open. “Wha . . . ?”
   Lisa glanced at Clay, gave him that same old look: You never tell me anything. Clay scratched his head, equally perplexed. Cosie ran to him and he picked her up. She mindlessly combed the back of his hair with her fingers, like always, as they all three looked at the woman.
   Lisa was gesturing that he should explain himself, but he wasn’t sure what to say. Nobody lived up there. He would know. He was the landlord.
   “Just needed to get the key,” the woman said. There was a childlike quality to her, a mischievous twinkle to her eye that reminded him of Cosie. She looked to be about thirty, but he was never good with ages.
   Clay cleared his throat. “The key?”
   She only smiled, gave Cosie a wink, and walked out of the shop. Clay hurried after her, handing Cosie to Lisa.
   “What’s going on?” Lisa said, a hand on her hip, but Clay just went out the door, trying to figure it out himself.
   The woman stood on the sidewalk outside. She took something out of the bag over her shoulder. A pen. Then she held out her hand and he saw the cast on it.
   “Sign, please.”
   “Um . . .” Clay’s face suddenly started itching—a sure sign he’d landed out of his comfort zone. He scratched it lightly, hoping it would go away. She just stood there with her arm out. And she was smiling at him. Blinking with those awestruck eyes.
   So he signed. There seemed to be plenty of space. He glanced at her Jeep and found a cat perched on the passenger window, watching him closely, its tail twitching with sharp disapproval.
   When he looked back, she was studying her cast. “Clay what?”
   “Walsh,” he said. “Clay Walsh. . . . You have a cat?”
   She held out her hand to shake. It was awkward with the cast, but they managed. He gestured to it. “What happened?”
   “Amber Hewson.” And then, without another word but still with that engaging smile, she got her cat from the car, tucked it under her arm, and walked toward the stairway that led up to the apartment.
   Clay stayed where he was, trying to get his bearings, blinking in the sunlight, realizing that the loud music earlier had come from her car. He watched her climb each stair, wanting to look away but not able to. He swallowed. Not enough spit. Then too much. And why was he blinking so much? He stuffed his hands in his pockets because that’s what he did when he didn’t know what to do with them.
   Amber was at the top now, staring down at him. “The key?”
   “Oh. Yeah. Of course.” Clay pulled his key ring out of his pocket. And then he started up the stairs, trying to twist the apartment key off the little circle, trying to get her brown eyes out of his head.
Rene Gutteridge; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder, Old Fashioned Old is New, LLC, © 2014.


The Old Fashioned Way: Reclaiming the Lost Art of Romance ~ by Ginger Kolbaba; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder. Official companion to the novelization/film.

Contrary to popular opinion, being "old fashioned" doesn't mean you're dull or unromantic. In fact, a true old-fashioned relationship can be more exciting and romantic than anything you've ever experienced! So what does it mean to do things The Old Fashioned Way? Sure, it means opening doors, holding out chairs and taking things slow. But a true old-fashioned romance goes much deeper than that. Inspired by the motion picture OLD FASHIONED, this book shows how to reclaim the lost art of romance by introducing romantic love as God intended it—for all of us. Regardless of past experiences, where you've been, or where you are now, you can find and create a love that will last a lifetime.
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author Ginger Kolbaba
The goal, the noble end, is the same for all of us: moving closer to God, closer to how we're called to live. The goal of this book is to inspire and create a hope and longing for us to be our best selves, regardless of how fractured we are.
   ...Ultimately, this book is about grace—what we offer and what we can receive. The old fashioned way starts with how we treat others—before we even begin with romance.
   --Ginger Kolbaba, introduction The Old Fashioned Way: Reclaiming the Lost Art of Romance, xiv

My Review ~ Devotional, The Old Fashioned Way: Reclaiming the Lost Art of Romance:
Expressing beyond the film, this conversational forty-day journey interacts with hearing the stories and reflection questions and journaling.

My husband and I have been married thirty-one years; he still opens my car door. Years ago he told me, "If you want a gentleman, you will need to allow me to be one." And he is. I was drawn to him by how he treated other people. He is still the kind and caring man he ever was. He loves the Lord and prays over our family for immediate needs, and during his quiet time every morning. He is a gift. Just a couple days ago, our youngest daughter sent me a message ~ "How did we get so blessed to get a man like him in our lives?"

I liked in the movie how Clay and Amber asked questions to learn about each other. In Appendix B there are conversation starters. Appendix A shares getting started ~ to becoming a strong potential mate; supportive guidelines, choosing in advance.  As our pastor says, "What you believe matters." Turn a fictionalized story into joy for your life. And freedom.

Enjoy an excerpt of The Old Fashioned Way: Reclaiming the Lost Art of Romance by Ginger Kolbaba; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder ~ Days 1, 2, and 3

DAY 1

what’s right about
today’s dating scene

CLAY: I don’t believe our job is the looking, it’s the becoming. Once we are the
right person . . . when we’re ready . . .
AMBER: But if you don’t ever date, how will you know?
OLD FASHIONED

MY FRIEND TODD HAS BEEN MARRIED FIVE YEARS. He and his wife have built a strong relationship that has carried them through job loss and several other challenges. They’ve started a family, and whenever I talk with him or hear updates on him from other friends, the news is always good. He’s happy. He’s satisfied. He’s still deeply in love.
   Todd and his wife met through an online dating service.
   Wait, an online dating service? How is that old fashioned?
   After Todd spent years searching for the right woman, going on numerous dates—some he initiated, others initiated for him through the infamous blind-date system—he felt more and more discouraged at his prospects.
   “Nothing felt right,” he says. “I wasn’t dating anyone, was scarred by past hurt, and felt pretty lonely. I began wrestling with why it seemed that every woman I met was not a right fit—it was always a dance of square pegs and round holes. Maybe, I thought, the selective matching of online dating would present not just a wider pool—but prescreened compatibility.”1
   That it did. And after a month of talking over the computer and phone and learning more about each other’s character, likes, dislikes, temperaments, and personalities, Todd and his now-wife decided to meet each other. They had a good foundation to start building a relationship on. And the rest, as they say, is history.
   Technology, the improvement of life, and our contemporary dating scene have a lot of great things going on. Some Internet dating sites—such as eHarmony—have hit upon an important aspect of building the basics of relationships. Rather than focusing on physical attributes and sexual chemistry as the main determinants of relational worthiness, these sites center on personality and character, understanding that marriage needs more than physical attraction to make it last.
   Modern dating also allows people to focus on building friendships. I know many couples who date in group settings, for instance, in order to allow their trusted friends and family to help them see their potential beloved in a more objective light. Singles groups, church groups, and hobby groups allow for interaction and connection in a (hopefully!) nonthreatening way.
   To be sure, nothing is perfect in the world of dating, so you may have tried these options and found them lacking.
   Where Todd and his wife got it right was in not idealizing romance. The good thing that many online dating services have going for them is that they push their users to address things that may never get out in the open in a dating relationship: who the other person really is—not the facade he or she is presenting, the issues that are important, deal makers and breakers. Dating websites and similar opportunities allow the user to bring these issues to the forefront so that prospective dates can get a quicker understanding of what makes a person tick—issues that may not come out in a relationship until further down the road or even never at all—until meeting the divorce attorney after a marriage has gone sour.
   I am not implying that today’s dating scene or Internet dating sites or church singles groups are holy ground, nor am I suggesting that you sign up for an online dating service. I just wanted you to know that even though I’m advocating the old fashioned way, today’s dating scene has some old fashioned similarities that are worth considering and affirming: namely, getting to know the other person beyond appearance and physical chemistry.
If you live a life guided by wisdom, you won’t limp or
stumble as you run.
—PROVERBS 4:12
JOURNAL
   • List some of the good aspects of today’s dating ideas and methods. Then explain why you think they are good. For instance, if you list personality compatibility profiles, offer reasons for needing to know about someone’s personality before you get too involved in a relationship or why the other person needs to know about your personality.
   • Think about what you can offer another person. What are your strengths, not just in a romantic way, but in a lifelong- partner way? What are some weaknesses that you need to work on? Write those out, and then discuss them with God.

PRAYER
God, I’ve gone in so many different directions, trying to find the right person I can share my life with. I’m often discouraged and frustrated because no one seems to fit or truly connect with me. I’ve made a lot of mistakes along the way.
   Help me to see beyond the typical dating scene and look to the type of person who can grow my character and love me for who I am, and whom I can love as you love. But most of all, keep me attuned to your desires for whom I should allow into my life in a deeper, more committed way.

DAY 2

what’s right about
yesteryear’s dating scene

I know how weird it sounds . . . but a lot of the boundaries that used to be
common, that we’ve thrown away, were there to protect us. We don’t have to go
around using each other, hurting each other. It doesn’t have to be that way.
—CLAY, OLD FASHIONED

I REMEMBER WHEN I FOUND OUT my friend Amanda (not her real name) was moving in with her boyfriend of two months—a man who had a string of ex-girlfriends (with whom he had also fathered children). In fact, he was still living with his most recent ex-girlfriend and their baby and was now dating my friend.
   “Amanda, why would you do that?” I asked. “He’s still involved with his ex!”
   “Well, not really,” she told me matter-of-factly. “He’s still living there, but that’s it.”
   She informed me that they were moving in together because it would be cheaper, plus it would help them know better if they were compatible enough to get married.
   I pulled out every reason I could think of for them not to move their relationship in the direction they were headed. I told her that statistically speaking, couples who live together before they marry are more likely to get divorced and to experience domestic violence, and they actually experience less satisfaction in their marriages than if they wait to live together until after they marry.1 I told her that as Christians we are called to live differently—counterculturally—from what the world says is acceptable, that God’s boundaries were put in place for healthy, good reasons.
   Her response: “I don’t set myself up for failure.”
   Life in the “good old days” seems passé and prudish. Our culture tells us that if we love someone, we should be able to be with that person immediately and experience all the benefits of married life without actually being married. Our culture continues to try to eliminate sexual behavior from discussions of morality.
   To a crowd of civil-rights activists in the black American community, comedian Bill Cosby recently said, “No longer is a person embarrassed because they’re pregnant without a husband. No longer is a boy considered an embarrassment if he tries to run away from being [a] father.”2
     Although Cosby’s comments drew criticism, he makes a good point. Yesteryear’s way of dating and commitment in relationships may have been more difficult, but it was ultimately set up to protect us from undue harm and shame. It kept our consciences and actions in check. Part of being old fashioned is having a realistic view of sin, the world, and human nature. To be sure, the church throughout the years has in many ways overcompensated on the shame part, but being truly old fashioned is a balance of understanding sin and forgiveness, shame and grace.
   Abolishing shame completely signifies how much we’ve lost the moral compass that God designed for us and that society, for so long, held us accountable to.
   Instead, today men who try to act chivalrous are often accused of being sexist. We talk about “friends with benefits” as though we can separate the physical actions from the emotional, spiritual, and psychological consequences. Old cultural norms and assumptions are not necessarily true: men and women are now both “players.” And without beating up too much on Hollywood or pop culture, many would acknowledge that we send a confusing message to ourselves and to the rest of the world.
   Going back to the traditions of our past isn’t a bad thing! Although they are counter to what our culture (and even some churches now, sadly) says is “normal,” they also safeguard our hearts, minds, and bodies from regret and hurt. These traditions keep us pure (an old fashioned word!) and protected for the person who will ultimately become our spouse.
   But you may be thinking, Well, I’ve blown it. I’m not “pure.” The beauty of this ideal is that through forgiveness, God can clean up your past and make you pure again. Purity really isn’t just a one- time cleansing and then you’re done; it is ongoing. And thankfully, God offers us a better way to live and relate to others—and with that comes a clear conscience and, ultimately, peace.
Those who are dominated by the sinful nature think
about sinful things, but those who are controlled by the
Holy Spirit think about things that please the Spirit.
So letting your sinful nature control your mind leads
to death. But letting the Spirit control your mind leads
to life and peace.
—ROMANS 8:5-6
CONSIDER THIS
   • What are some things current cultural attitudes would believe are old fashioned in relationships? Do you believe those things are old fashioned? Why or why not?
   • If you’ve struggled with living out old fashioned ideals, has it been because of pressure from others? Some other reason? How were you swayed?

JOURNAL
The apostle Paul offers one of the best yeses in the Bible. Read Romans 8:5-6 (today’s Scripture verse) and consider: Is this true in your life? Think about the times in your life and your relationships when you said yes to God’s Spirit leading you. Did that decision give you peace? Write about those times as reminders of the power and importance of saying yes to the right things.
   Now think about the times in your life and your relationships when you went your own way, pressured someone to cave in, or caved in yourself to the pressure of others around you. How did those decisions make you feel? Did they provide peace, or regret and angst? Write about those times as reminders of the importance of staying true to God’s call for morality on your life.

DAY 3

but the old fashioned way
is so old fashioned

There are no knights in shining armor, but you think you’re Cinderella,
don’t you?
—LUCKY CHUCKY, OLD FASHIONED
 
IN OLD FASHIONED THE CHARACTER LUCKY CHUCKY is a radio shock jock who doesn’t agree with pursuing an old fashioned way of life. He believes that life is meant to be enjoyed without bounds. He sees the hypocritical nature of people who say one thing and act differently. He observes that those in the church often seem as lost and confused on this stuff as “the world” is, that chivalry is dead, monogamy is outdated, and abstinence is for, well, no one. If you feel it, do it. Don’t allow the emotional or spiritual side to get tangled up in the mess. Relationships are first and foremost about chemistry, he believes. Or simply personal pleasure.
   Apart from any spiritual or religious boundaries, let’s be honest: what Lucky Chucky believes makes sense. The physical side of romance feels good. Why not enjoy it without the strings of commitment and responsibility? Besides, as the cliché goes, everyone else is doing it.
   But when we throw out the sacred traditions of the past, we lose something in the process. “You can tell a lot about a society by who it chooses to celebrate,” a TV reporter says in Woody Allen’s film Celebrity. I think the reporter is right. The traditions of the past encouraged us to love and respect our neighbors, to offer kindness and service to others in need. We once praised Neil Armstrong, police officers, and Mother Teresa. Now we can’t get our fill of Jersey Shore, TMZ, and Glamour magazine.
   Aside from his cynical view of love and relationships, there’s some truth in what Lucky Chucky says. It isn’t pleasant, but his assessment of a lot of things is dead on. He sees the superficiality of contemporary love for what it is and doesn’t pretend that it’s anything other than what it is on the surface. He says, “Women are just like men; everyone wants it both ways.” In other words, a woman might want the rebel, the “bad boy,” but she also wants someone who is faithful. We might be drawn to someone for all the wrong reasons, so we shouldn’t act brokenhearted when that person behaves as we might expect him or her (this goes both ways) to behave.
   This is true even in church. I see young, quiet, sincere guys who are trying desperately to live authentic, God-honoring lives and beautiful, young, Christian girls who say that’s what they want. But then the girls pursue someone who has more charisma and maybe has been blessed with more social skills but may or may not be pursuing God with his whole heart. Obviously, I’m oversimplifying here, but imagine the Christian guy who’s trying to live a godly life, but at church all the girls are talking about how awesome Channing Tatum (or fill in the blank with some hunky movie star) is. Every time I’m in a situation where I hear that, it breaks my heart. The women aren’t saying that Channing Tatum (or celeb of the month) is awesome because he’s pursuing God in his life. They’re saying he’s awesome because he’s got a great body and he’s handsome and charismatic. And that’s it. It has nothing to do with his values, his level of integrity, or anything that matters at all.
   Part of the reason old fashioned values can seem so old fashioned to us is that we’ve bought into the world’s way of viewing relationships. What we say we want and what we actually want are often different things, and so we become confused as to what it means to follow God in our romantic relationships.
   As we consider pursuing the old fashioned way, may the blatant honesty of Lucky Chucky remind us of the truth of who we are and who we don’t have to be.
Since God chose you to be the holy people whom he loves,
you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy,
kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience.
—COLOSSIANS 3:12
CONSIDER THIS
   • Read back over some of Lucky Chucky’s attitudes I mentioned. Do any of those ring true in your actions, thoughts, or relationships?
   • If they are true, why do you think that is? What do you think needs to happen in order to change that thought pattern or behavior?

PRAYER
God, I don’t like the things that Lucky Chucky and people like him recognize and say. But some of those things are true about me. Point those things out to me when I’m tempted to go that way. Give me wisdom and discernment to see that attitude or behavior and then give me the strength to walk away from it and toward attitudes and behaviors that please you and honor those around me.

Ginger Kolbaba; based on the screenplay by Rik Swartzwelder, The Old Fashioned Way: Reclaiming the Lost Art of Romance Old is New, LLC, © 2014.

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Amber Hewson (Elizabeth Ann Roberts) and Clay Walsh (Rik Swartzwelder) discuss their developing relationship on the steps to her apartment during a scene from "Old Fashioned." Swartzwelder, a native of New Philadelphia, wrote, directed and portrayed the lead male role in the movie filmed in Tuscarawas County.


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Sunday, June 21, 2015

Jennie Allen's Anything: The Prayer That Unlocked My God and My Soul

I did not read the first edition of Anything, so this is all brand new for me. I have studied Stuck with our Thursday morning Bible study and enjoyed that very much, especially the video 10-minute section each week. I don't want you to miss the online study that began last week when we were out of town ~ below is the link to get started.

revised and updated, includes Bible Study

Released June 9, 2015
This new edition of Anything now includes an update from Jennie on her life and ministry as well as the 8-week Bible study for the book. The Bible study in the back has each week’s study questions and workbook-style fill-in-the-blank pages to process through as you study the Scriptures. It’s over 100 new pages of content!
  • Discover how one simple prayer, "God, I will do anything" can change your life
  • Learn what is your "anything"… what it is that God wants you to courageously surrender to Him.
  • Understand that our surrender to God is shaped by our view of God—which is best informed through Scripture
Book Description ~
What if you told God you would do anything . . . and he took you up on it?
In the years since the initial release of Anything, God continued to stretch Jennie Allen and her faith because of the courageous prayer of surrender that she and her husband, Zac, prayed, "God, we will do anything. Anything." Previously caught in the dizzying haze of worldly happiness and empty pursuits, Jennie went on to begin living out the adventure God had written for them--to include becoming the founder of IF: Gathering, an organization to gather, equip, and unleash the next generation to live out their purpose.
Anything is a prayer of surrender that will spark something. A prayer that will move you to stop chasing things that just make you feel happy and start living a surrendered life that matters.
This newly revised edition is updated throughout to include a new introduction and an in-depth Bible study component for those who have been wanting to lead a study on this topic.
Join Jennie on an adventure to discover your anything, those things that actually mean nothing until you know the God truly worth giving it all up for. And when you do, that will change everything.

Jennie Allen is a passionate leader following God's call on her life to catalyze this generation to live what they believe. She is the author of Restless and the Bible studies Stuck and Chase, and is the founder and visionary of IF: Gathering. Jennie is married to her best friend, Zac, and they have been blessed with four children.





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The Beekeeper's Son by Kelly Irvin, © 2014

New Hope AmishThe Amish of Bee Country series, Book 1

The Beekeeper's Son


A change is coming to Bee County, Texas!
Wondering how this desolate looking place can be a harbor for anything to anchor them down, Deborah Lantz looks backward to what she has known, not seeing the richness before her. "All in the perspective," those who live here would say to this newly arrived family.
Kelly Irvin
Beauty in the eyes of the beholder.

Immediately, warning signs prevail; I hope Abigail Lantz will heed them! Concern for her children and her heart, I want better for them than is portrayed in the beginning moments and days. Can what has been left behind truly be worse? She has it right. She has been seen as an image and not a real person in the memory of one who has built her up to more than she can be. Oh, to be recognized for who she is. She is more than a commodity. She is flesh and blood and worthy of love, true love that endears and beholds.

I liked how this story unveiled, gently and beautifully as risks are taken to be known. Walls come down as we let others in to reveal themselves in the safety of our sight unhinged by preconceived notions. A very good story of building trust, not rushed but daily being open a little more.

Kelly Irvin is the author of the Bliss Creek Amish series and the New Hope Amish series. She has also penned two romantic suspense novels, A Deadly Wilderness and No Child of Mine. Kelly has been married to photographer Tim Irvin for twenty-six years. They have two young adult children, two cats, and a tank full of fish. In her spare time, she likes to write short stories and read books by her favorite authors.

***Thank you to author Kelly Irvin and to Zondervan/HarperCollins for sending me a copy of The Beekeepr's Son for review. This review was written in my own words. No other compensation was received.***

Enjoy this excerpt from Kelly Irvin's The Beekeeper's Son, Chapter 1 ~

------------------------------- ONE -------------------------------

Getting lost might be a sign.
   Deborah Lantz wiped at her face with the back of her sleeve to hide her grim smile. Getting lost might be a sign Mudder shouldn’t marry a man she couldn’t really claim to know—not in recent years, anyway. Abigail Lantz would call such a thought pure silliness and she would be right. Why would God send them nine-hundred miles away from their home in Tennessee, only to give them a nudge in the wrong direction so they ended up lost deep in south Texas?
  Not likely. God had a plan for the Lantz family. Deborah need only be patient. At least that was what she’d been told hundreds of times.
   As if it were an easy task.
   Deborah wiggled, trying to get more comfortable between Hazel’s booster seat and Rebekah, who had her nose pressed to the van window, not wanting to miss a single thing, even after watching the same monotonous, flat countryside for hours. Deborah longed to feel the excitement of her younger sisters. At nineteen, she was old enough to know what she’d be missing back home. All the singings with her friends, the buggy rides with Aaron afterward, the frolics. She would miss the chance to become Aaron’s fraa and mudder of his children.
   All the things she’d ever wanted.
   Wrinkling her nose at the scent of sweat and warm feet, she leaned toward the window to watch the barren countryside now that Bert Richards had slowed down as much as he dared on a highway where the speed limit signs read seventy-five miles per hour.
   “There! There it is.” Caleb, who served as map reader, pointed with one finger and fumbled the map with his other hand. “Tynan, County Road 796. Turn there. Turn there.”
   “Got it.” Bert whipped the steering wheel to the left. The force of the turn sent them all listing in the same direction. Hazel crowed with laughter and clapped her chubby hands. Bert hazarded a quick glance back, his forehead wrinkled above bushy eyebrows only partially hidden by thick, black-rimmed glasses. “Sorry about that. I didn’t want to miss the turn a second time. Is George still behind us?”
   Deborah scooped up her notebook from where it had lodged against the van door and turned to peer through the back window. The van that carried their bags of clothes and the boxes of household goods still followed at a steady pace. “Jah. Yes, he’s still behind us.” Her tone sounded tart in her ears. She worked to soften it. “George is a good driver.”
   Too good. Maybe a second or third wrong turn and they could wheel around and go home.
   Deborah hugged her notebook to her chest, thinking of the two letters she’d begun. One to Josie, her best friend, and one to Aaron, who’d been well on his way to being her special friend. If only she could write to them and say it was all a big mistake and they were coming home. Then she could erase the look on Aaron’s face as he watched her get in the van and wave until she couldn’t see him anymore.
   One more turn. One more turn and she would meet her future.
   “Gaitan Road.” Bert sang out as he made a sharp right turn at a corner that featured a yellow sign that read SUPPORT BEEVILLE BEES. BUY LOCAL HONEY. “We did it. We’re here.”
   “Indeed we are.” Mudder clapped her hands, her face lighted with a smile. The weariness of the trip dropped away, and Deborah saw an Abigail Lantz she hadn’t seen in a long time—not since Daed’s death more than two years ago. “We made it. Praise Gott.”
   Praise Gott. Deborah hoped Mudder wouldn’t read her face. If coming to Bee County made her mother happy, than Deborah would make the best of it.
   Make the best of it. That’s what Daed would’ve said.
   Whatever it is.
   Even if it involved leaving behind the only home they’d ever known and all their friends and most of their family because Mudder wanted to marry an old beau who’d stepped aside long ago when she married Daed.
   The van rocked to a stop in front of a long, dirty white building with rusted siding and a tin roof. The sign out front read COMBINATION STORE. A broken-down black buggy sat in front of it as if someone had parked it there and left it to waste away until it collapsed and disappeared into the earth.
   “Come on, come on, don’t just sit there. Let’s get out.” Mudder slid open the door. “Stephen will be waiting.”
   “He’s waited this long . . .” Deborah bit back the rest of the sentence. Mudder did what she thought was best. Deborah had no business questioning. “Are you sure he’s meeting us?”
   “I told him we were dividing the trip into two days so we would arrive middle of the afternoon today.”
   Deborah slipped from the van, glad to stand on solid ground. Dirt puffed up around her bare feet, then settled on her toes, turning them brown. Grasshoppers shot in all directions. Two landed on her apron. She brushed them away, more interested in the deafening sound in the air like a buzz saw cutting lumber. She’d never heard such a ruckus. The smell of manure mixed with cut hay hung in air heavy with humidity. She glanced back at Leila, who climbed down with more grace. She had the same bewildered look on her face as Rebekah. “What is that noise?”
   “Cicadas, I reckon.” Rebekah shrugged. “Leastways that’s what I’m thinking. Caleb was reading about them in his books.”
   Bugs. No doubt, her little brother would love this place.
   The letters Stephen had written to her mother had talked about Bee County as if it were a garden oasis. Deborah had imagined groves of citrus trees so laden with oranges and grapefruits that the branches hung to the ground. He described wild grapes, olives, and figs, filling Deborah’s mind with images of something downright biblical—an Eden sprouting up in Texas. Eden with palm trees. After all, Stephen said the Gulf of Mexico wasn’t far. He even said they could wade in the salty water if they had such a hankering.
   Deborah definitely had a hankering, but it didn’t involve the ocean. She sidled closer to Leila. “This is the promised land?” She kept her voice down. “Citrus and orchards?”
   Leila stuck Hazel on her hip and hoisted her canvas bag onto her shoulder. “Mudder sure thinks it is.” Despite the sweat on her face and the scraggly hair that had escaped her prayer kapp, Deborah’s younger sister didn’t look the least bit concerned about meeting the people who would be her new community. “She’s as happy as a bee on honeysuckle.”
   Rebekah tittered and Hazel joined in, even though at three, she couldn’t know what was so funny. “Are those twisted things trees?” Leila wrinkled her nose as if she smelled something bad too. “They sure are stunted looking.”
   “Live oak, I think.” Caleb loved to share all the tidbit of information he squirreled away in his head from his beloved books. “The cacti are called prickly pear. The fat parts are nopales.”
   He stumbled over the pronunciation of the last word. It came out no-pails. Whatever they were called, they didn’t look like they would be featured in the garden of Eden. They were more like the wilderness Deborah imagined when the bishop preached about the Israelites wandering around for forty years.
   More thoughts she would keep to herself.
   “Stephen mentioned the drought.” She tried to fill her voice with bright hope for the sake of her brother and sisters. After Stephen showed up in Tennessee for a wedding, Mudder had started to smile more. Deborah liked her mother’s smile. “Some of the fields are green. Look over there—see that garden. It’s nice. They irrigate. And there’s a greenhouse. I’m sure that’s what Stephen was talking about. That’s probably his farm there across the road.”
   The farm would one day be their home if Stephen had his way. And he would. Otherwise, why had Mudder agreed to move here?
   The door of the Combination Store opened and Stephen strode out, one hand to his forehead, shielding his eyes from the sun. Onkel John marched right behind him, along with their cousin Frannie. Stephen had the lightest white-blond beard Deborah had ever seen. It matched blond hair that curled under his straw hat and eyes the pale blue of summer sky. “You made it. I’ve been waiting for you. We didn’t know what time you would get here or the whole district would’ve turned out to greet you.”
   He stumbled over some invisible rock. His face turned a deeper radish red under his sunburn. He hadn’t changed at all in the four months since they’d seen him back in Tennessee. “It’s good . . . very gut to see you again.”
   Mudder’s face turned a matching shade of red. “I thought you might be in the midst of chores.”
   “I’m here.” Stephen stopped short a few feet from where Mudder stood, arms dangling at her sides. His massive, sunburned hand came out. Then, as if he thought better of the idea, he wrapped his fingers around his suspenders and snapped them. “I’ve been waiting to see you . . . and the kinner.”
   Mudder wiped her hands on her apron, then smoothed her prayer kapp. Deborah opened her mouth to try to break the strange pause. Leila elbowed her. She closed her mouth.
   “Well, don’t just stand there, say hello to Stephen and your Onkel John.” Mudder slipped past Stephen and accepted a hug from her brother as if to show her brood how to do it. “I’m so grateful to be here. What a long drive. My legs couldn’t take much more of that. Come, kinner, say hello.” Mudder grabbed Deborah’s arm and tugged her forward. “Onkel John is offering us a place to stay in his home. I reckon the least you can do is say hello.”
   Squeezing past Stephen without meeting his gaze, Deborah nodded to her onkel, who towered over her, the sun a halo around the flat brim of his straw hat. He settled for a quick wave, while Frannie studied her sneakers as if caught in a sudden fit of shyness.
   “Let’s get your things out of the vans. That’s our place right there yonder.” John pointed to an L-shaped house down the road from the store. “No point in moving the vans. I’m sure the drivers are ready for supper and a place to lay their heads. They’ll have to drive back to Beeville for that.”
   “I’ll take care of it, John. Y’all visit.” Stephen strode toward the back of the first van, Caleb, Leila, and Rebekah straggling behind him. “I imagine the kinner are hungrier than bears and tired enough to hibernate for the winter.”
   He chuckled. Deborah searched for the humor and couldn’t find it. Mudder had packed plenty of food for the trip. They’d turned the meals into picnics at the rest stops along the way. If she admitted the truth, those picnics had been fun.
   “I’m Frannie, remember me?” Frannie had her mudder’s wiry frame, upturned nose, and freckles. She had grown taller since the last time Deborah had seen her, but she was still a bundle of sharp corners. “Come on, I’ll help you. Careful where you step. The horses have been decorating the road today. Don’t worry, y’all will get used to this heat.”
   Thankful for a friendly face on someone close to her own age, Deborah veered in Frannie’s direction, careful to avoid the horse droppings she’d been so kind as to point out. Deborah wanted to put off the moment when she would have to enter one of the houses with rusty siding desiccated by the wind and sun and submit to the reality that this would be her home from now on.
   Appearances meant nothing. She knew that. Still, hardscrabble dirt and the buggy junkyard next to the store and the sorry looking houses bothered her. Because they didn’t look like home. She liked her district with the neat yards, freshly painted wood frame houses, plain, but clean. She liked the pinks, purples, and yellows of the flower garden Mudder planted every spring. Would God find fault in these folks picking up the place a little, making it more pleasing to the eye? He created beauty, didn’t He?
   God didn’t make mistakes and God made this place.
   If God didn’t make mistakes, why did Daed have to die? What kind of plan was that?
   Too weary to try to sort out her disconcerting thoughts and impressions, all tangled up like fishing wire and piercing hooks, Deborah led Frannie around to the back of the second van. A strange, shelled brownish-black creature with a pointy face, pink nose, and long, scaly tail trundled toward her on four short legs. It stopped within inches of her bare toes and sniffed.
   She stumbled back, arms in the air, screeched, lost her balance, and plopped on her behind in a heap on the hard, rocky ground.
   The ugly animal changed directions and scurried into the scraggly, brown grass, apparently as afraid of her as she was of it. “What was that?”
   A man with a shock of dark hair hanging in his eyes under the brim of his straw hat tugged a trash bag of clothes from the van and plopped it on the ground. “I’ve never had anyone scream at the sight of my ugly face before.” Despite his nonchalant tone, a scarlet blush burned across his face, deepening the ugly hue of the thick, ropy scars that marred it. He had the same twang as Frannie, but it was at odds with his hoarse voice and the harsh sarcasm that underlined his words. “Guess there’s a first time for everything.”
Kelly Irvin, The Beekeeper's Son Zondervan/HarperCollins, © 2014.